OOC: Hello everyone! So sorry about this past weekend. I had a show every night and a two day shows so I was incredibly busy. (Plus I was a mermaid one night that really takes a lot out of you!) I’m here now and signing onto skype momentarily for all you lovely ladies that have me added on there.
Dean let out the breath he was holding and then had to laugh when he realised how audible that was. He smiled at her and gave her a little squeeze.
‘It’s not that I don’t want people to know it’s just….’ he says and then coughs a little, ‘Well it’s no ones business’ he said roughly. Not that Dean cared about what other people thought of him, but he didn’t want anyone questioning his leadership and decisions based on the fact that he was in a relationship with the camp’s Doctor. He couldn’t handle anyone thinking his judgement was being clouded.
He looks at her a little shocked when she poked him and then laughed at her suggestion. After a moment, he looked back down at her, all laughter stopped abruptly when he saw how serious she was, ‘Yeah of course’, he said shaking his head a little at the suggestion he’d even think about cheating on her. Dean may have played around back in his hunting days but that was then, he was constantly on the road.. and while being in this camp during an apocalypse wasn’t the best timing but he never had the opportunity to actually settle down with someone. Dean smiled at her, ‘Nic… There wont be any other girls. Wouldn’t I have my hands full with you anyway?’ he says his tone teasing.
Nicolette nodded along with what he was saying. It was true that it was no one’s business even thought most people will try to make it their business if they ever found out. She wondered what everyone’s reaction will be? Ellen might smack her upside her head. Bobby would grimace. Mack wouldn’t understand. They were just tearing their fearless leader apart over the fire the other night. But they wouldn’t find out, not yet. “I understand, I swear I do.” She spoke softly as her hands found their way into his hair again. She ran her fingers through it slowly. “I think it would be best, I really do. I don’t want anyone doubting my healing abilities just because I’m involved with the head of the camp. Or anything silly of that nature.” Her voice drifted off as she finished her sentence.
She watched as his face went from playful to serious. He had to understand that she wasn’t one to be messed around on. The serious look on her face that she was trying to hold started to fade. A small smile upturned at the corners of her mouth and she rolled her eyes. “Yeah, I suppose your hands will be full. If you can handle me.” She winked and leaned forward again. Her feet going up to her tip toes once more and her lips finding his again. It felt warm and familiar. Like she had done this so many times before but it was really only once, just a mere seconds ago.
When she pulls away, the dopey grin spreads across her lips again. “You’re an idiot.” She says simply as her feet rest on the floor again.
Dean closed his eyes as they stood their for a few moments just holding each other. It was nice to have someone to hold.. it was even nicer than it was Nicolette and for a brief moment he had a slight panic and the urge to never let her go. Just stay in this moment forever because it always seemed like those he cared about were killed or injured. She must have felt his arms tense because she pulled away and looked up, their eyes meeting. He grinned when she said there definitely will be a next time. Dean knew he must have looked hilarious with his shit eating grin but it was the first time in a very very long time that he actually felt happy. That he didn’t have to fake it to stop people.. mainly Bobby and Ellen worrying about him.
He almost had the urge to nuzzle her hand when she put it lightly on his cheek.. Nuzzle?? What the hell Dean! He thought abstractly. He sighed, he knew this conversation had to happen if one of them made the step, ‘What do you want to do? I would like to have an.. us… try….’ he smiled, ‘Since we both like each other’, he said teasingly before he took a deep breath, ‘But..’ he started before he looked away and then back down at her, ‘We.. We might have to keep this quiet… like..’ he straightened his shoulders a bit, ‘professional?’ he said, as if asking rather than stating, wincing a little at what her reaction might be to his suggestion.
Nicolette thought for a moment as he posed a question of what she wanted to do. With her hands on his chest, she knew that she wanted nothing more than to stay right there. Nicolette just craved company and Dean was filling that spot for her. It just added to the fact that he was there so willing and he actually liked her. He had feelings for her. It seemed impossible that there was actually something blooming between them in this point in their lives. Her mind kept reeling back to that thought no matter how many times she tried to push it away. But she really did want to try to at least attempt something semi-normal in this oh so fucked up world. With a deep breath, she let a small laugh escape her lips as her eyes travelled up to him again.
“I think…that would be for the best.” She didn’t necessarily want to sneak around with Dean, but she understood what would happen if word got out that he was actually dating someone. “But ground rules.” Her finger poked him in his chest as her eyes got deadly serious. “No one else. I don’t want to hear anything about you with another girl.” She swallowed watching his reaction. “I’m not going to hide away in the background if you are just going to mess around right in front of me.” Her eyes went back to his. “I’m serious, Dean. The second I catch wind of another girl being in here, I’m done.” Nicolette wasn’t a girl to get played and she wasn’t going to let Dean walk all over her.
Ooc: this movie is killing me. I wish I was home :( the titanic is sinking…
Whyyyy? WHYYYY WOULD THEY DO SUCH A HORRIBLE THING?!
I. DONT. KNOW.
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This is why I don’t have friends. THEY HOLD ME BACK. :P
MY ROOMMATES FORCED THEMSELVES ON ME. I just wanna roleplay all night! Don’t they understand?!
I’m so, so sorry. I had a hard enough time sitting through that when I was 12.
;___________; I don’t wanna go. Save me. I’m gonna fall asleep in the theater.
This meeting was dreadful. Nicolette’s mind kept wandering as she doodled on her page. They only had her in the meeting to see if she needed anything else on their next raid, but she had to stay for the whole thing. As she could think about was his lips on hers. The fearless leader that was at the head of the table right now.
“Nicolette, can you stay? I need to go over this list with you again.”
Everyone else had filtered out slowly. She tried to ignore the curious glances she got from some of their friends. She hoped that her face appeared casual as they all left. Her feet brought him over to his chair and she stood a mere inches away from him. Her hand on her neck, she looked down at him with a small smile.
“You seemed distracted.”
“I was distracted.”
His smug smile spread across his lips and his hand went to her hip. She felt her whole body shudder in response. Her eyes shut for a moment and opened again looking down at him.
“What were you distracted by?”
“Shut up. You know.”
“Oh do I? Interesting.”
“I really just hate you sometimes.”
“You have a weird way of showing it.”
In the next moment, Nicolette was pulled down to Dean and their lips met again. It was in that moment, all the frustration she had left easily and she continued to kiss the guy that made her feel like she was a teen without any worries once again.